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T-shirt and raincoat weather. Sweating in baffled resentment.

12:33 pm

First week at the new job complete, no (serious) permanent psychological damage logged. A-, will work again next week.

4:10 pm

Final train of the day. Happy moo cows in the sun.

4:41 pm

First train of the day. Sleepy birds watching and judging.

6:19 am

On a long train journey to an unfamiliar destination tomorrow… seems like the perfect setting to start into @mjohnharrison ‘s latest.

(Cutting mat, hobby knife and oil paint not strictly necessary)

2:56 pm (1 media)

On the last train trip to my current place of work. Uninterrupted blue skies and sun. Weather’s pretty nice too.

11:09 am

The delicate little balance of joyful abject terror between the last day at one job and the first at another.

2:03 pm

Today in middle-aged shopping: a US quart is a different size from a UK quart, a useful thing to know when buying new sealing rings for your Instant Pot (the capacity of which you previously only knew in litres).

3:29 pm

Carless (by choice) for the first time in around thirty years (triple checked that duration, still feels impossible).

I wonder how long the empty-driveway-it’s-been-stolen-!, mini heart attack phase lasts.

6:54 pm

Changing jobs after 21 years… me-from-the-beforetimes would be startled by that alone, nevermind simultaneously:

a) getting rid of my car (‘commutes’, such a pre-COVID concept)

b) wondering if I can get to retirement age before LLMs destroy the need for literally any of my learned skills (either career or hobby)

8:18 pm

All under a fake nighttime.

5:32 pm

It’s like multiple distant storms are shooting artillery at each other in a rota.

5:27 pm

It’s getting weird out there, the sound is popping-and-boomingly continuous.

5:26 pm

It definitely left new holes up there.

5:19 pm

Yappy dogs at distant rumbles silent as the actual thunder rolls over.

5:08 pm

Tiny, faraway winds, raging at bedtime.

10:10 pm

Maybe it’s age, but thunder is starting to sound a lot meaner here in the future.

3:12 pm